Why'd he have to do me like this

he left me a message he left me an e-mail he left me a note he stole my dignity and he broke up with me on myspace

Full Moon

FULL MOON

It’s a full moon
My body is changing
Not as a man into a wolf
But as a woman in to a sex goddess


My tummy gets tight
My hair begins to flow
My breast begin to ache as they swell
My thighs get firm to wrap around you waist
My skin gets soft just for your hands
My hands become soft just to touch you with
My eyes get mysterious in my way to hunt for you
My lips get full
My breath becomes warm and sweet to draw you in
My core gets warm just to feel your length


I put on my body cream
I put on my lace undergarments
I slip on my tight jeans
I lace up my corset
I lace up my stiletto boots with the silver heel
I put on my choker
I put on my necklace that falls between my breasts
I put on the earrings that brush my shoulders
I put the silver comb in my hair
I’m ready for the hunt


I walk past you like a great hunting cat

You smell my scent
You follow me into an alley
You say you want me
You say you need me
You try to undress me in the alley

I tell you “No”
I let you kiss me
I let you touch me
I let you drive me home
I let you sleep with me


But once I see the dawn
But once we are finished
But once the full moon begins to fade


You must get dressed
You must get in you car
You must leave immediately

It’s a full moon outside.

Moon

Moon light is so pure
Moon light is so beautiful
Moon light is so peaceful;
Moon light is so pale

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

Would you have thought
The devil was handsome
Would you have thought
The devil was this graceful
Would you have thought
The devil could make you melt

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

He twirled me
He dipped me low
He brought me high
He led me close
He spun me far
He whispered in my ear
Sweet evil words of endearment

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

Who would have thought the devil was
Oops… he told me not to tell

I danced with the devil in the pale moon light

Moon light is so pure
Moon light is so beautiful
Mon light is so perfect
Moon light is so pale

Kill Me If You Must

KILL ME IF YOU MUST
You look at me sweetly
You listen to my gabbing
You laugh at my funny stories
You make me smile
You are so nice
You give me great hugs
You make me dream of you
But then
You kiss her on the lips
You start to leave again
You hold in your arms
You warm her when she’s cold
You do all this in front of me
KILL ME IF YOU MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come with Me

“Come with me.” He said on the phone at around 7:00pm one night. “Let me ask my mom.” She replied. “mom can I go with John far a little while he said needed some one to talk to.” “Yeah but be home by eleven” her mother said, “Yes, ma’am.” “She said yes ill be there in a little bit.” She said into the receiver. “No just start walking I’ll pick you up in Sean’s truck we are going out to the marina.” “Ok.” She grabbed her jacket and say good bye to her mother and began to walk toward John’s house. As he said he was around the corner sitting in Sean’s gray truck. She opened the door and hopped in. she looked at John, his eyes were red and watery. “John what is going on, why do you look so upset?” she asked him. He didn’t answer her question but said something completely random. “I need you to let me do some things to you.” “What kind of things?” “Sexually things” he replied. “As long as you aren’t trying to fuck me its, all good. But John what is going on?” “Thank you.” Was all he said as they pulled in to the marina parking lot, which was completely deserted. He pulled the center arm up once he shifted the car in to park, to create more room for them to move. “Come close.” He whispered. She scooted closer to him. He brushed her hair away from her face and rested it against the back of her neck. He pulled her face to his and met her lips. He kissed her so heatedly that she had no control left. She went limp under his touch. She let him have his way with her body. Well the upper half at least. After she felt like she would climax just from his kiss his hands slid beneath her shirt. He found the hooks of her bra and undid them quickly loosening it just for his hands to claim her breast. She was on the gut twisting verge of climax again when I heard a sob and felt tears on her shoulder. “That’s it, what the fuck is going on?” she asked “do you remember the guy I told you that I was living with in Cali. Well he was shot and killed yesterday and I just didn’t know what to do, you were the first person who came into my mind.” She sighed a great sigh and through the next hour she caused him to come twice and the both fell asleep. When they woke they dressed slowly and he drove her home. When they were in the front of her house they kissed and he said “thank you” “any time baby”

What Have I Ever Done

What have I ever done to you to make you hate me the way you do
What have I ever done to make you want to hurt me
What have I ever done that hurt you
What have I ever done that was wrong by you

Love Me the Way I Love You

Why can’t you love me the way I love you
Why can you see me the way I see you
Why can’t you be with me like I am with you
Why can’t you touch me like I touch you
Why can’t you smile at me like I smile at you
Why cant you I fill you like you fill me
What is it that I do that you can’t love me the way I love you.
???????????

Loving You

Can’t you see what you are doing to me?
You are driving me mad.
You are killing me without knowing.
You are burning my insides.
You make me cry every night.
But what you do that hurts me the most is
Making me fall in love with you.

So Sweet

Peaches

Cream

Berries

Apples

Pie

Ice Cream

Candy

All these things are so very sweet

Just like you

You are my fill of sweets

Leaving

I cant stay here any more
I cant take what you say to me
I cant take how you treat me
i cant take when you leave
I cant babysit you any more

You always leave me
You never hold me
You dont treat me like im yours
You dont treat me like i shoud me treated

I love you so much
But i cant so this any more

Its been a great time
But baby
Im leaving