lonely

standing in a room of people

family and friends

but yet i hear nothing

hollaring and yelling

fun and games

but yet no one hears me scream

people talking

asking questions

but yet i hear nothing

my heart is so empty

along with my brain

never focused

always wondering

never just excepting because i am lonely

i talk to people but they never understand

i try to be social but i am callous

i want to be around

but i can't

i am too damn lonely