stop

talking

asking questions

being nice

lying

trying

failing

walking

running

screaming

singing

whistling

stop it all just sit

be quiet

concentrate

stop breathing

lonely

standing in a room of people

family and friends

but yet i hear nothing

hollaring and yelling

fun and games

but yet no one hears me scream

people talking

asking questions

but yet i hear nothing

my heart is so empty

along with my brain

never focused

always wondering

never just excepting because i am lonely

i talk to people but they never understand

i try to be social but i am callous

i want to be around

but i can't

i am too damn lonely

Invisible

is that what i am to you now

am i just not there

am i just seen not heard

would you like me to just sit in the corner till you call

i dont like being invisible

we were having so much fun

then the person

you truly call your own

show their face and i no longer exist

i dont like being invisible

i need you to hurry up and leave

dont come back

i thought we were a unit

but we are not

i am now invisible good bye

my heart

my heart is coming out my chest

i don't know what to do

i see it coming through my left breast

covered in blood

but still beating

but its slowing down

pumping blood

but not fast enough

i feel my organs slowing

and finally it all stops

my heart

my organs

my life

and all because

you found some one else

dancing in the dark

every one dances in the dark

because no one can see them

you move your hips

to the music in your head

all because you dont want to go to bed
you imagine that there is someone dancing with you
someone that loves you for all the wierd things you do
but then you are finally tired and
when you lay in be
you realize that you
are one of the most
lonely
persons in the
world 

Worth It

Can anyone stand to love me with all my flaws

Can anyone stand to look at me with my ugly face

Can anyone stand to hold me with my obesity

Can anyone stand to listen to me with my vulgar tongue

Can anyone stand to look into my eyes without seeing the true me

Can anyone even begin to look my way

Can anyone even begin to open his/her mouth to speak to me

Can anyone even begin to open his heart to love me????????

No..

Because I am not worth it

Prodo-Gi

He taught himself

He showed himself

He does it himself

Cursive at five

Horns at eleven (in only two months)

127 out of 130

Never wrong

Perfect child?

Golden child?

No....

He is a Prodo-Gi